Wednesday, July 29, 2009

A long day

Yesterday was a long day.. know why? i slept from 3 pm until 6 am this morning.. amazing?
yesterday has been a very tiring day coz shit happened when my bike tire blew. I pushed it from my faculty to home which about 4km.. man I'm really exhausted after that.. all i wished was a very long sleep and its has been granted.. and I was regret for that wish.. because of that wish.. i was not able to spend time with my bii who have been waiting for me.. I'm so sorry darling.. but i really tired.. sry im so weak.. i love u sayang.. hope u read this

in the mind of the cursed at..4:36 PM
1 people in the crowd heard my words

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Muscle pain

Hola amigo

Was quite tired yesterday, carried bags weighing 25kg from the faculty store to the polymer lab which around 40 meters distance and was carried it alone.. man after came back home, i straightly get some water to drink and i cant even hold the glasses well, my hand kinda shaky, prolly i didn't do much of works these days and all the muscles was in the rest pose all this long, and carried heavy things so sudden make it jam or cramp.. aww after eating my lunch, i straight away go to sleep for 4 hours @_@ haha.

I couldn't sleep well again last night.. hmm kept dreaming my bii (lol that's the result of not having my 'happy time' for so long).. but not just that.. i kept remember things in the past and realized how fast the time gone and how short this life is. Nah maybe i slept too long in the evening as a result i couldn't sleep well haha.. uh and still having a muscles pain thou during the night and having a light stomachache too, oh man i hate my body ><
owh i think i reduce in weight a lil bit haha, i must start working out !! woohooo man i really dream to have 6 packs lol.

oh well nth much for yesterday haha, and today's journey.. i can't wait for it.
Looking forward guys.. smell ya

P/S : good luck baybee bii for your UMAT exam, all the best yer sayang ^-^ mwahhx i love so much

in the mind of the cursed at..4:09 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Monday, July 27, 2009

I ain't dead yet

Well drop by here like drop into a garden which has been turned up into a bush, haha who cares just put a lil effort and i bet i can get the thing works.

Aite, where shall i start?

let's make today as the starting point

I couldn't sleep well last night, so many things bothering me, from my studies, family and relationships thingy.. prolly i look so carefree aye, well im human too, can't escape from this matter.
It's actually something biggie thou, but i always take it lightly.. I'm the type who don't like to stress myself, i always take things easy, but i know in the end, it'll be burdens that may kill me.

nah what the heck, advertising own problems here I felt like a handicap (although i did it in the past).

Hmm, how about give a lil kick on what's I've thru for my new sem? well its a 4th week already, and for us the 4th year students who just finished with our industrial training, this is our 3rd week, lag 1 week behind thou, but its ok since all the students for 4th having the same shcedule when we came back to uni, its not a biggie.

well, in total, this sem i took 7 subjects consists of 2 labs, 1 project and 4 lectures.
this sem subjects are quite tough especially my final year under-graduate project where the materials i have ordered have not yet reached and the lecturer who in charge to supervise me gone missing. Its 4th week already and i should have my things ready and my lecturer gone missing pulak. oh well, i'll check with the store again today since yesterday the store seems to be closed. arghh hopefully i got the shit ready by this week, i don't want to be lag behind. blah its almost 7.15 am, i gtg the prepare stuffs for uni, got lab at 8.

smell ya everybody (although i bet there is no reader already =X)

in the mind of the cursed at..3:47 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Friday, July 24, 2009

Fuck Youtube for suspending rgregorius account

Dammn, kamen rider no1 fans rgregorius who always upload stuff related to kamen rider in youtube has been suspended, shit youtube arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

in the mind of the cursed at..3:01 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Tagged by MAO >w<

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead xD
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Lazy.. to go to work lol
3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
my trainee's frens
4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
hmm don't think so =X
5.Will you ever donate blood?
no.. i dun have enuff blood for myself.. and i am a haemophobic =P
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
7.Do you want someone to be dead?
I wish Bush to be dead now
8.What does your last text message say?
Dah sampai? -from my Mom
9.What are you thinking right now?
My project ><
10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
of course.. wish she cud be here, my biibiii =3
11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
1 am +
12.Where did you buy the cloth you are wearing now?
Nike shop
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yup Yup it's her =3
14.Who was the last person who text you?
my Mom, lol similar question
FIVE Lucky Person to do this quiz:
1. Jolene 2. Beatrice 3. Skye 4.Myst 5. Ellop
15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
no idea
16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
17. If no.5 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
The person who tagged me will be very mad lol
18. What is no.4 studying about?
Ntah lah, Account maybe
19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
no. 2 and 3 yesterday, no 1, 4 and 5 couldn't remember
20. Is no. 4 single?
Don't think so, she so choosy, no1 dare to approach wakakka
21. Say something about no.2.
She is my best-est fren, lovely and understanding =3
22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 3 being together?
They ain't lesbo
23. Describe no.1.
My cute lil fren, about to sit for STPM (issit?)
24. What will you do if no.3 and no.5 fight?
I'll call Mao to settle the thing =X
25. Do you like no.4?
yeap, as a fren of course xD

in the mind of the cursed at..7:47 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Friday, February 27, 2009

The heart says

A rhyme without a melody, a melody without a rhyme
Line after line and time after time
Keep on approaching, keep on getting closer
But why the fact still hidden? It wont lead to any better
I'm using a cliche, but I'm not a cliche user
It can't speak, but this is the what the heart says
After been so long, day after day
Why it so doubtful, why it's in disguise
Why it must wait? why it must be a surprise?
I always wanted you to say the words that you'd always whisper
I really wish u could proudly say it in front of your sister
Although I guess it just gonna be a disaster
Because I know, I'm not as perfect as her-future
I just want to be me, I'm not a wannabe
I'm not a somebody, but you're somebody to me
Been wondering, how long it's gonna be
For you to highlight our relation for clarity
Maybe it will stay forever like this, or maybe its just a sweet dream
Maybe someday I'll wake up and realize, it was an imaginary thing

in the mind of the cursed at..10:14 PM
1 people in the crowd heard my words

Thursday, February 5, 2009

My Green Valentine

For My CottonCandy

I don’t know where to start, when it comes to this writing art
But I guess I just let it out, all these feelings in my heart
For the one that I care, for the one that I really love
For the one that I miss, for the one I always think of
To show to you that I’m in love with you darling, seriously
And I wrote this just for you, I’m not writing this randomly
I’m sorry if I cast you with a lot of worries
I just wanted to share and I hope u notice
And you better know this, that I love you more than you can tell
Like a great Shaman’s Mantra, no one could ever dispell
Ever give a fuck to the Angel no more, because I hate that bitch
I refuse to fly with a despo, Vergo never fuck with The Witch
Let’s switch and move on, let the past lose the race
I’m happy in your hands, with the smiles on my face
Baby you’re full of grace, your cares gave the sweetest taste
You’re like the cuddly teddy bear, I can’t refuse to embrace
I’m not but a fallen soldier, love turns me to inferior
I thought my life was over, but u came as a savior
You gave me your heart in order to see me breathing
You gave me your hands, so I can see the sun again
You are the source of lights, who makes my life brighter
Drives my life meaningful with Neon emission colors
The best thing was when I found u, I’m so glad
I promise, I will always be with u, u’re my fate
I still remember the day when we both shed the same cries
Over a shit from the fella we knew, a beautiful liar
I insist to be cold, that I won’t melt with a cute lil figure
I don’t need fans or haters I just give my middle finger
You are my trampoline bounce me up when I’m down
Always here by my side, cheer me up when I frown
You are my goddess, the great seventh heaven servant
Perfection approaches, you are the most beautiful maiden
I can’t relate you with nature, or any other metaphors
Coz nothing can be compare to you, you’re the best of all
I ain’t Shakespeare, to write something like Sonnet 18
But hoping this rhyme tells ya, I love u more than u love green
I don’t have much time I’m sorry if the rhyme less fine
As I am dying, trying to make this gift of Valentine
For my darling, I love her through out my endeavors
So no more worries bayBee, this Honey is yours

in the mind of the cursed at..10:16 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

The Lover

  • ✖ a music lover
  • ✖ a gamer
  • ✖ a modern-day poet
  • ✖ born December 23rd 1987
  • ✖ from Johore ,Msia
  • ✖ most importantly, TAKEN


  • ♥ my family
  • ♥ gaming
  • ♥ music

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