Monday, November 10, 2008
Exams
3 days of misery
4 papers of mystery
A fucking upcoming results for guarantee
=P
well, being slacking, oh gawd, hope u hear this !!
pls help me T^T
4 papers of mystery
A fucking upcoming results for guarantee
=P
well, being slacking, oh gawd, hope u hear this !!
pls help me T^T
in the mind of the cursed at..4:36 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Happy Burfday Beatrice Darling !! ^w^
Happy Birthday to u~
Happy Birthday to u~
Happy Birthday to Beatrice~
Happy Birthday to u~
hehe, i'll sing for real later, i dun have much time online here
hopefully u will love my present, just make sure u at home by tomorrow
or tuesday
happy always darling, miss ya so much =3
Happy Birthday to u~
Happy Birthday to Beatrice~
Happy Birthday to u~
hehe, i'll sing for real later, i dun have much time online here
hopefully u will love my present, just make sure u at home by tomorrow
or tuesday
happy always darling, miss ya so much =3
in the mind of the cursed at..5:21 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
FRIENDSHIP
FRIENDSHIP..
Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"?
People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for.
True friendship is::
when there are no formalities;
when the person you are talking about is counted as family;
when the relation you share reaches a stage that
even if you don't correspond for sometime,
your relationship remains intact.
Best friends need not meet up often
to make sure that the friendship remains constant.
The trust between best friends is such that
if one friend falls in trouble,
the other will not think twice to help.
If the bond between two friends is strong,
true friends can endure even long distances.
They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules.
True friendship never fades away;
in fact it grows better with time.
True friends don't need a posh place to hang out.
Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms!
True friendship thrives on trust,
inspiration and comfort.
Best friends come to know when
the other person is in trouble,
merely by listening to their "Hello" over the phone.
True friends don't desert each other when there is trouble.
They face it together and support each other
even if it hurts the other individual's interest.
Best friends don't analyze each other; they don't have to.
They accept each other
with their positive and negative qualities.
Nothing is hidden between true friends;
they know each other's strengths and weaknesses.
Best friends don't stand any outsider
commenting or criticizing their friendship
and they can put up a very firm resistance if anyone does so.
True friends are not opportunists.
They don't help because they have something to gain out of it.
True friendship is selfless.
Best friends support even when
the whole world opposes you.
It is not easy getting true friends and
if you have even one true friend,
consider yourself blessed.
In this world full of cynics and back stabbers,
there are still some people
who are worth being friends with.
p/s : curi dari jolene wakakaka
Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"?
People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for.
True friendship is::
when there are no formalities;
when the person you are talking about is counted as family;
when the relation you share reaches a stage that
even if you don't correspond for sometime,
your relationship remains intact.
Best friends need not meet up often
to make sure that the friendship remains constant.
The trust between best friends is such that
if one friend falls in trouble,
the other will not think twice to help.
If the bond between two friends is strong,
true friends can endure even long distances.
They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules.
True friendship never fades away;
in fact it grows better with time.
True friends don't need a posh place to hang out.
Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms!
True friendship thrives on trust,
inspiration and comfort.
Best friends come to know when
the other person is in trouble,
merely by listening to their "Hello" over the phone.
True friends don't desert each other when there is trouble.
They face it together and support each other
even if it hurts the other individual's interest.
Best friends don't analyze each other; they don't have to.
They accept each other
with their positive and negative qualities.
Nothing is hidden between true friends;
they know each other's strengths and weaknesses.
Best friends don't stand any outsider
commenting or criticizing their friendship
and they can put up a very firm resistance if anyone does so.
True friends are not opportunists.
They don't help because they have something to gain out of it.
True friendship is selfless.
Best friends support even when
the whole world opposes you.
It is not easy getting true friends and
if you have even one true friend,
consider yourself blessed.
In this world full of cynics and back stabbers,
there are still some people
who are worth being friends with.
p/s : curi dari jolene wakakaka
in the mind of the cursed at..5:18 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Jojo's tag ^w^
::instructions::Never see the questions before you arrange the names
- all mentioned below are (not on purpose)
all the names below r my frens in RO and have blog @_@
1. Beatrice
2. Nana
3. Jolene
4. Skye
5. myst
1.How did you meet 1?
Meet in RO, wat a coincidence, i luan2 ask her phone number, she gave jor, and look at we now, best fren ^^
2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
10
3. How long have you known 4?
erm.. 10 months or more? din remember xD
4.How do you know 3?
Ragnarok Online xD
5.Where's 5?
near my place at JB also, but she resist to meet me, wahahaha
6.A fact about number 1?
lovely, sweet and caring, love u beatrice =3
7. Who's 4 going out with?
dunno leh, her classmate lor, or the person i know in RO, Zhi Yuen @_@
8.What does 1 do for a living?
Studying and she gonna be 1 of the finest musician ^^
9.Would you live with no.3?
If my gurl and herself dun mind, i sapu jer xD
10.What do you like about no.2?
smart, caring, very sweet, appreciative, nice and cute ^w^
11.Do you miss no.5?
no lar, she only always miss me, wakakaka
12.Would you make out with no.4?
can also, but now i got my darling edi ler, cant flirt hehee
13.What's your opinion on number 2?
she so sweet and caring, smart and lovely ( i think i mentioned above ler)
14.What's your favourite memory with number 5?
hahaha, torture her to meet me wakakaka
15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
erm, happy lor, wat else i can say =3
16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
not really, myst quite sombong with me 1 =P
17.Have you ever slept at 2's house?
i'd love to, but havent YET =D
18.Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
with honey ar< at RO lor <3
19.Who have you known the longest?
1 of course, love u beatrice ^^ thx for ur number dat day xD
20.What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
cool !
21.How often do you talk to 1?
often, i think i just called her 2 days ago @_@
22.What about 2?
chat in RO and msn, often nia, my darling ma
23.Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
of course, she is my honey /gg
24.Would you go on a date with number 5?
Of course, but she tak nak 1, hahahaha
25. Do you dream about number 2?
twice =3
26.What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
ermm.. dunno.. i forgot all nia
27.What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets?
dunno leh, must ask beatrice lolx
28. What's 3's hobby?
err.. jojo help me, i dunno ur hobby !! xD
- all mentioned below are (not on purpose)
all the names below r my frens in RO and have blog @_@
1. Beatrice
2. Nana
3. Jolene
4. Skye
5. myst
1.How did you meet 1?
Meet in RO, wat a coincidence, i luan2 ask her phone number, she gave jor, and look at we now, best fren ^^
2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
10
3. How long have you known 4?
erm.. 10 months or more? din remember xD
4.How do you know 3?
Ragnarok Online xD
5.Where's 5?
near my place at JB also, but she resist to meet me, wahahaha
6.A fact about number 1?
lovely, sweet and caring, love u beatrice =3
7. Who's 4 going out with?
dunno leh, her classmate lor, or the person i know in RO, Zhi Yuen @_@
8.What does 1 do for a living?
Studying and she gonna be 1 of the finest musician ^^
9.Would you live with no.3?
If my gurl and herself dun mind, i sapu jer xD
10.What do you like about no.2?
smart, caring, very sweet, appreciative, nice and cute ^w^
11.Do you miss no.5?
no lar, she only always miss me, wakakaka
12.Would you make out with no.4?
can also, but now i got my darling edi ler, cant flirt hehee
13.What's your opinion on number 2?
she so sweet and caring, smart and lovely ( i think i mentioned above ler)
14.What's your favourite memory with number 5?
hahaha, torture her to meet me wakakaka
15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
erm, happy lor, wat else i can say =3
16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
not really, myst quite sombong with me 1 =P
17.Have you ever slept at 2's house?
i'd love to, but havent YET =D
18.Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
with honey ar< at RO lor <3
19.Who have you known the longest?
1 of course, love u beatrice ^^ thx for ur number dat day xD
20.What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
cool !
21.How often do you talk to 1?
often, i think i just called her 2 days ago @_@
22.What about 2?
chat in RO and msn, often nia, my darling ma
23.Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
of course, she is my honey /gg
24.Would you go on a date with number 5?
Of course, but she tak nak 1, hahahaha
25. Do you dream about number 2?
twice =3
26.What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
ermm.. dunno.. i forgot all nia
27.What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets?
dunno leh, must ask beatrice lolx
28. What's 3's hobby?
err.. jojo help me, i dunno ur hobby !! xD
in the mind of the cursed at..1:56 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Forbidden love
in the mind of the cursed at..3:40 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
All about me
Well, u guys prolly know the different version of Shaman in game
so imma tell y'all about my true self in real life
well, i am turning 21 next month, but i am physically and mentally like a 16 years old boy
I was born in dec 23rd 1987 in JB and i never 'go out' from Johore yet, my life aint dat wide, and my social lvl are damn low, since i was a kid, my mom din let me play at the playground after i've been beaten by someone who 7 years older than me, im the most stubborn child in family. If anything happened, i will be the no 1 scapegoat to be scold and its still happen to me at this kinda age
since day 1, my relation with siblings aint tight, prolly aint tight as ur's who reading this, but we still care bout each other.
i was raise in a place full with Chinese, both of my neighbors are Chinese. I used to play and mixed with chinese frens esp my neighbors who gave me a chinese nickname = Ah Yen, and since dat day, my fam call me dat nick, but really i dun prefer ppl call me dat name besides my fam
If i want to compare myself with my siblings, i guest im the worse, the only thang i can be proud is, prolly im brighter. My mom really neat on education, and since im the brighter among my siblings, i was force to study hard, but still i nvr make'em proud of me yet, i neva be the best.
i was taught to be an average and simple person,never waste money on something dat i dun need and live in luxury. My parents r good at savings, and im suppose to study oversea in pharmacy course.. but things aint always as wat we planned to be, the money my parents saved for me was used to help my bro, so.. no biggie, study in MY also aint bad, but honestly im drowning with this course..
i dunno wat else i shud write, i guess its clear man, im not good looking plus lack of height. but well, its aint something to regret or watever, im happy with my life and myself, and im happier than ever now.. coz there is some1 who will accept me not by looking at my physical, and im very touched, i love u darling.. love u lots, lot than the sands at the shore
thx for appreciate me this much
so imma tell y'all about my true self in real life
well, i am turning 21 next month, but i am physically and mentally like a 16 years old boy
I was born in dec 23rd 1987 in JB and i never 'go out' from Johore yet, my life aint dat wide, and my social lvl are damn low, since i was a kid, my mom din let me play at the playground after i've been beaten by someone who 7 years older than me, im the most stubborn child in family. If anything happened, i will be the no 1 scapegoat to be scold and its still happen to me at this kinda age
since day 1, my relation with siblings aint tight, prolly aint tight as ur's who reading this, but we still care bout each other.
i was raise in a place full with Chinese, both of my neighbors are Chinese. I used to play and mixed with chinese frens esp my neighbors who gave me a chinese nickname = Ah Yen, and since dat day, my fam call me dat nick, but really i dun prefer ppl call me dat name besides my fam
If i want to compare myself with my siblings, i guest im the worse, the only thang i can be proud is, prolly im brighter. My mom really neat on education, and since im the brighter among my siblings, i was force to study hard, but still i nvr make'em proud of me yet, i neva be the best.
i was taught to be an average and simple person,never waste money on something dat i dun need and live in luxury. My parents r good at savings, and im suppose to study oversea in pharmacy course.. but things aint always as wat we planned to be, the money my parents saved for me was used to help my bro, so.. no biggie, study in MY also aint bad, but honestly im drowning with this course..
i dunno wat else i shud write, i guess its clear man, im not good looking plus lack of height. but well, its aint something to regret or watever, im happy with my life and myself, and im happier than ever now.. coz there is some1 who will accept me not by looking at my physical, and im very touched, i love u darling.. love u lots, lot than the sands at the shore
thx for appreciate me this much
in the mind of the cursed at..11:21 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Today is mom's birthday !! xD
hmm im quite bz atm, i'll edit this post later, just took some pics, sso here u go
Da cake, small 1 lar, no1 eat also =P
Chocolate for mom !! she loved it xD
aite dats mom and dad, arent they sweet couple? <3
me and mom, dat took quite blur ler
Mama xD
mom and dad
Da cake, small 1 lar, no1 eat also =P
Chocolate for mom !! she loved it xD
aite dats mom and dad, arent they sweet couple? <3
me and mom, dat took quite blur ler
Mama xD
mom and dad
in the mind of the cursed at..5:45 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Bonzainess
I'll edit this later, but if u guys really wanna see how tall i am, u can make comparison about my height and my fren, he's 178cm
aite, i got a music vid to share from eminem "When I'm Gone"
really touchy man, if u guys can feel it
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...
[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...
[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...
[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..
[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...
aite, i got a music vid to share from eminem "When I'm Gone"
really touchy man, if u guys can feel it
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...
[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...
[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...
[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..
[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...
in the mind of the cursed at..11:42 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Beatrice dear tagged me wor ^w^
[01] Real name: Fazril Shazriq Mahmud
[02] Nickname:Rael Shaman Asakura Vergo Ayen =D
[03] Married: solo
[04] Zodiac Sign: capricon
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 20 (coming 21)
[07] High school: SMK Taman Johor Jaya 2
[08] College: UTM
[09] Height: 165cm (guess so.. nvr measure coz i am bonzai xD)
[10] Weight: err around 60kg? nvr measure also, but im not skinny neither fat xD
[11] Do you like yourself: not really =D
[12] Piercings: no
[13] Right or left: none
[14] Are you a freak: kinda
[15] Hair: short
[16] Skin: fair
[17] Allergic: Dust
[18] What are you doing now: this tag
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: go hostel
[20] What will you do 10 years later: study and gaming like a lifeless freak
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with : Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: my brother
[24] Youngest: my sister
[25] Love/hate your family: Love of course
THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: fortunately yes
[27] If yes, who is he/she: too sensitive, but u guys know right? xD
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be:
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 5
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): infinity
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000): many times also xD
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: no way, we care bout each other
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: nothing
[34] Ever argue with your other half: not really =3, she so sweet
[35] You with your other half since: havent meet yet lolx
[36] Reasons you love your other half: she sweet and caring, appreciative
[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: me lor, gentlemen ma
[39] Ever think of marry he/she: yes
THE FRIENDS
[40] Your first best friend: Anor, Pradeep chand, and Beatrice dear <3 love u guys
[41] Your first enemy: dunno, i dun have enemy haha, being nice with every1 =3
[42] The friend you love the most(1 only): Betarice dear =3
[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): none
[44] Your most beautiful girl friend: Ermy natasya, joanne, ana, mao, nana skye, beatrice .. many lar, not enuff space
[45] Your most handsome boy friend: all handsome
[46] The kind of girl you hate the most: Bitchy
[47] The kind of boy you hate the most: yang jiwang dan perasan lebih lolx
[48] You fall in love with your close friend before: yes.. haha of course u beatrice !!
[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no xD
[50] If your friend backstabbing you: erm.. dunno.. im not an avenger
[51] If your friend betray you: cry lor xD
[52] If your friend woo your lover: i woo his lover back +_+
[53] If your friend fall in love with you: erm.. dunno leh, im taken xD
[54] If you fall in love with your best friend: hmm, if best fren.. better be fren lar, i fall in love with my close fren also, then broke up.. i guess i rather have her now as a fren =3
THE STUDIES
[55] Are you a good student: lol, not really xD, i kuat ponteng +_+
[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments: always !! copy fren 1 wakakaka
[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dr Aznizam. My chem lecture in matrix (forgot name sia =.=)
[58] Always late to school/college: unfortunately yes
[59] You love your seniors : none of them wakakaka
[60] Seniors who you love the most: no
[61] Your classmates good/bad: Good
[62] Excellent result classmate: Wong Tuck Wai, Radhi, Ridhuan
[63] Laziest classmate: Me
[64] Smart people: Pian, Azlan, Besar
[65] Stupid people: me lol
[66] Good looking people: let see.. Azwan kot
[67] Ugly people: all good looking +_+
[68] Funny people: all funny, but im not funniest wakaka
[69] Cute people: Ridhuan !!! montel =3
[70] Bad people: none
[71] Honest people: Azwan
[72] Acting people: Azlan
[73] You are what kind of people: average Joe xD
THE PREFER
[74] Lip or eyes: lips
[75] Hugs or kisses: Both
[76] Shorter or taller: shorter
[77] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[78] Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
[79] Listener or Talker: Listener
[80] Romantic or rich: Romantic
[81] Good husband or good father: Both
THE FUTURE
[82] Age to get marry: 25?
[83] Numbers of kid(s): 2-3
[84] Career: erm, anything lar xD
[85] Salary: not important
[86] Retirement age: 56
[87] Properties value: Infinity (copy wen +_+)
[88] Wishes: i want a happy life and normal
[02] Nickname:Rael Shaman Asakura Vergo Ayen =D
[03] Married: solo
[04] Zodiac Sign: capricon
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 20 (coming 21)
[07] High school: SMK Taman Johor Jaya 2
[08] College: UTM
[09] Height: 165cm (guess so.. nvr measure coz i am bonzai xD)
[10] Weight: err around 60kg? nvr measure also, but im not skinny neither fat xD
[11] Do you like yourself: not really =D
[12] Piercings: no
[13] Right or left: none
[14] Are you a freak: kinda
[15] Hair: short
[16] Skin: fair
[17] Allergic: Dust
[18] What are you doing now: this tag
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: go hostel
[20] What will you do 10 years later: study and gaming like a lifeless freak
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with : Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: my brother
[24] Youngest: my sister
[25] Love/hate your family: Love of course
THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: fortunately yes
[27] If yes, who is he/she: too sensitive, but u guys know right? xD
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be:
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 5
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): infinity
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000): many times also xD
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: no way, we care bout each other
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: nothing
[34] Ever argue with your other half: not really =3, she so sweet
[35] You with your other half since: havent meet yet lolx
[36] Reasons you love your other half: she sweet and caring, appreciative
[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: me lor, gentlemen ma
[39] Ever think of marry he/she: yes
THE FRIENDS
[40] Your first best friend: Anor, Pradeep chand, and Beatrice dear <3 love u guys
[41] Your first enemy: dunno, i dun have enemy haha, being nice with every1 =3
[42] The friend you love the most(1 only): Betarice dear =3
[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): none
[44] Your most beautiful girl friend: Ermy natasya, joanne, ana, mao, nana skye, beatrice .. many lar, not enuff space
[45] Your most handsome boy friend: all handsome
[46] The kind of girl you hate the most: Bitchy
[47] The kind of boy you hate the most: yang jiwang dan perasan lebih lolx
[48] You fall in love with your close friend before: yes.. haha of course u beatrice !!
[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no xD
[50] If your friend backstabbing you: erm.. dunno.. im not an avenger
[51] If your friend betray you: cry lor xD
[52] If your friend woo your lover: i woo his lover back +_+
[53] If your friend fall in love with you: erm.. dunno leh, im taken xD
[54] If you fall in love with your best friend: hmm, if best fren.. better be fren lar, i fall in love with my close fren also, then broke up.. i guess i rather have her now as a fren =3
THE STUDIES
[55] Are you a good student: lol, not really xD, i kuat ponteng +_+
[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments: always !! copy fren 1 wakakaka
[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dr Aznizam. My chem lecture in matrix (forgot name sia =.=)
[58] Always late to school/college: unfortunately yes
[59] You love your seniors : none of them wakakaka
[60] Seniors who you love the most: no
[61] Your classmates good/bad: Good
[62] Excellent result classmate: Wong Tuck Wai, Radhi, Ridhuan
[63] Laziest classmate: Me
[64] Smart people: Pian, Azlan, Besar
[65] Stupid people: me lol
[66] Good looking people: let see.. Azwan kot
[67] Ugly people: all good looking +_+
[68] Funny people: all funny, but im not funniest wakaka
[69] Cute people: Ridhuan !!! montel =3
[70] Bad people: none
[71] Honest people: Azwan
[72] Acting people: Azlan
[73] You are what kind of people: average Joe xD
THE PREFER
[74] Lip or eyes: lips
[75] Hugs or kisses: Both
[76] Shorter or taller: shorter
[77] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[78] Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
[79] Listener or Talker: Listener
[80] Romantic or rich: Romantic
[81] Good husband or good father: Both
THE FUTURE
[82] Age to get marry: 25?
[83] Numbers of kid(s): 2-3
[84] Career: erm, anything lar xD
[85] Salary: not important
[86] Retirement age: 56
[87] Properties value: Infinity (copy wen +_+)
[88] Wishes: i want a happy life and normal
in the mind of the cursed at..4:41 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, November 3, 2008
Jojo honey tagged me wo ^w^
1)What was your dream when you were a small kid?
Wanna be a hero !! Save the world << influenced by power ranger =P
2)What was the happiest thing in your whole life?
It happened on 3rd September 2008, but well.. not anymore =P
but forget it, im happy to have all my frens who support me and u darling ^w^
3)What do you wish to have right now?
A better life =P
4)When was the last time you Horse Laugh??
erm, when i was with my best fren Pradeep Chand, damn we laugh everyday in class, kacau ppl and etc, damn really miss u dude !
5)What do you realize recently?
I realize that.. dun ever seize anything which don't fit ur size
6)Which bad habit of you thats is most unacceptable?
erm.. I'm so direct maybe? and like to tell ppl if i wanna go pangsai =D
7)When you're unhappy what will you do?
laugh lor, make fake laugh, sure can happy, wahahaha, or i just sleep
8)What are you afraid of losing?
All my frens and family, my properties !! xD eh of course this internet line lol
9)Within 5 years,which target is the most realistic one?
ermm.. to be in Uni? but uni life sux =D
10)When you met someone you like,will you confess or hide your feelings?
I'm kinda direct, but i wont confess aimlessly lar.. need to know her better 1st, get close then only confess.. if she reject, nvm.. still can be fren xD
11)List out 3 kind of person you hate the most.
Racist, faker and b1tch
12)Define loneliness.
when u r alone w/o internet and phone =P
13)Are you satisfied with your life now?
Enuff will never satisfy, but i am enjoy my life
14)When is the most recent time you felt touched?
when she said, she sayang me ^w^
15)Where is the most beautiful place that you have visited?
My toilet !!
16)A song that is playing in your mind recently?
Too Phat - A Million Mile
17)If you have a wish come true,what is it?
I want to be the most handsome man in the world !! wakakaka, no lar, i wish to have a happy life
18)Do you have anything to worried or scared recently?
exams of course !!
19)If the world is going to end,what will you do?
Fly to NZ, tell her dat i love her, hug her tightly !! then pray xD
20)Who are you thinking of right now?
MY darling lor <3
21) Tagging...
hmm, tag my darling beatrice !!
and NaNa =3
Wanna be a hero !! Save the world << influenced by power ranger =P
2)What was the happiest thing in your whole life?
It happened on 3rd September 2008, but well.. not anymore =P
but forget it, im happy to have all my frens who support me and u darling ^w^
3)What do you wish to have right now?
A better life =P
4)When was the last time you Horse Laugh??
erm, when i was with my best fren Pradeep Chand, damn we laugh everyday in class, kacau ppl and etc, damn really miss u dude !
5)What do you realize recently?
I realize that.. dun ever seize anything which don't fit ur size
6)Which bad habit of you thats is most unacceptable?
erm.. I'm so direct maybe? and like to tell ppl if i wanna go pangsai =D
7)When you're unhappy what will you do?
laugh lor, make fake laugh, sure can happy, wahahaha, or i just sleep
8)What are you afraid of losing?
All my frens and family, my properties !! xD eh of course this internet line lol
9)Within 5 years,which target is the most realistic one?
ermm.. to be in Uni? but uni life sux =D
10)When you met someone you like,will you confess or hide your feelings?
I'm kinda direct, but i wont confess aimlessly lar.. need to know her better 1st, get close then only confess.. if she reject, nvm.. still can be fren xD
11)List out 3 kind of person you hate the most.
Racist, faker and b1tch
12)Define loneliness.
when u r alone w/o internet and phone =P
13)Are you satisfied with your life now?
Enuff will never satisfy, but i am enjoy my life
14)When is the most recent time you felt touched?
when she said, she sayang me ^w^
15)Where is the most beautiful place that you have visited?
My toilet !!
16)A song that is playing in your mind recently?
Too Phat - A Million Mile
17)If you have a wish come true,what is it?
I want to be the most handsome man in the world !! wakakaka, no lar, i wish to have a happy life
18)Do you have anything to worried or scared recently?
exams of course !!
19)If the world is going to end,what will you do?
Fly to NZ, tell her dat i love her, hug her tightly !! then pray xD
20)Who are you thinking of right now?
MY darling lor <3
21) Tagging...
hmm, tag my darling beatrice !!
and NaNa =3
in the mind of the cursed at..10:16 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
31/10
well, woke up ealy again =)
willing to go home early.. but my wallet.. at fren room @_@, dun want kacau him sleep
haiz i always like this, letak barang sepah-sepah
but nvm lar.. i sms Herman, donate items +_+ coz i got so many order from frens in trinity.. for Gloom card.. they dun believe leh i buy rm10 with GM @_@
so i help them lar, after Friday prayer, i go to bank.. banked in rm200, hehe
then hujan.. kena hujan.. haiz..
then like 3 pm, GM online, gimme 1 sinx card 4 gloom 1 tanee and 3k berry+ 400m +_+
untung leh donate rather then buy in zeny or with ppl, haha, GM know me lar, dats why
so i give nixz his gloom and tanee, he top up me rm20, then play with sinx card, kacau ppl use my creator, wakakaka
all so jealous i got ugly homun leh, so kacau them !!
well, at night, my parents came back from KL !! with my niece !! haha she missed me so much, keep hugging me, and my dad bought her Barbie !! haha, but actually my niece dun really like play dolls, she rather play tembak-temabk liao, wahahahah
i got some of her pics
haha, she really know hot to pose xD
cheers =)
willing to go home early.. but my wallet.. at fren room @_@, dun want kacau him sleep
haiz i always like this, letak barang sepah-sepah
but nvm lar.. i sms Herman, donate items +_+ coz i got so many order from frens in trinity.. for Gloom card.. they dun believe leh i buy rm10 with GM @_@
so i help them lar, after Friday prayer, i go to bank.. banked in rm200, hehe
then hujan.. kena hujan.. haiz..
then like 3 pm, GM online, gimme 1 sinx card 4 gloom 1 tanee and 3k berry+ 400m +_+
untung leh donate rather then buy in zeny or with ppl, haha, GM know me lar, dats why
so i give nixz his gloom and tanee, he top up me rm20, then play with sinx card, kacau ppl use my creator, wakakaka
all so jealous i got ugly homun leh, so kacau them !!
well, at night, my parents came back from KL !! with my niece !! haha she missed me so much, keep hugging me, and my dad bought her Barbie !! haha, but actually my niece dun really like play dolls, she rather play tembak-temabk liao, wahahahah
i got some of her pics
haha, she really know hot to pose xD
cheers =)
in the mind of the cursed at..3:30 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
30/10
woke up at 6am, shower, breakfast
7 am, kena halau xD
go back uni.. all ppl asleep.. so i cont sleep also
then, 11.30 am.. go lunch
eat simple food only, then go my room, lepak2, performed Zohor prayer
then sleep !! haha
and.. i have this weird dream..
well.. i wrote it in the form of rhymes
The song of the birds breaking through the ambiance snores
The sun keeps on shining the sand,
The waves keep beating the shore
Trees are waving as the breeze passed
The weather in bliss, I'm having a good rest
With the two sisters that i never met
and I'm one of the man that one of them had
In a hut, we were playing a game
The sisters had to run and i gotta chase them
Hold them hands, they started count to three
My girl resist to run, but the sister was free
From my hand, she running heading to the sea
I'm reluctant to chase her, but my girl insist me
So I put my shoes on and run to where she been
The sky turned gloomy, the wave gone crazy
I found her, but she refuse to follow
And she move her feet to deep from shallow
She said, she's waiting for someone
that she'd loved from day-one
But the game was a cursed
The sea, she's in thirst
Out of my sight, she disappeared
"She has been swallowed by the sea"
From the voice that i heard
Aimlessly i ran into the hut
To find my girl, and brought her to the spot
She was crying hard
I hold my girl tight
I hold her tight.. I hold her real tight
Wishing on a star through the night
Hoping that everything gonna be alright
I ignite prayers like the beacon
As a beckon for her to return
But I don't believe in Neptune
But He's like hearing it from the deep
And I found the sister lying on the beach
She still manage to breathe but she asleep
I hold her and carry her at my chest
I heard a voice told me that her memories was erased
My girl drop her tears as I placed her sis in the hut
Suddenly a crystal ball came out
Like it was the memories of her
The crystal ball shattered
I heard a voice again telling me the potion
of curing her by finding her beloved one through the ocean
But I can't proceed to the journey because I'm stuck at this mile
My phone's alarm wakes me up, it was a dream so I just smile
haha, well just a dream.. but its kinda weird for me.. like its try to deliver s message to me.. but i still can't figure it out.. maybe someday I will
argh.. plain life.. lolx
study.. dengar music, chilling with frens.. dats all
haha but during the night, we go out again, dinner !!
go to another restaurant, and its worse !!
i order other food, they send different 1 !!
so i just cancel, wait like damn long.. not me only..
my fren also got different meal !!
stupid tul
after the rest eat, the we went to jusco.. expensive lar jusco, i suggest go to Giant, just 300m far only.. but we riding bikes wat, not so much different, but my fren said "ah nth at Giant", damn lar, he actually got something to buy for his GF, coz he already survet dat thing at jusco.. and give us such reason.. haiz, nvm lar
At giant, i buy biscuit and milo, haha, the rest dunno buy wat lar..
then hungry.. i go buy KFC, tapau
wait 20 mins sia.. they said, the chicken still in the frying process, shit lar..
then another stupid thing happened.. got wrong order lagi =.=
from KFC lolx, suddenly, after go back to hostel.. they give me KFC chicken rice.. i order dinner plate nia.. but actually.. got dinner plate also.. but they give another 2 extra chickens and rice + soup.. hmm? maybe we wait too long, they give extra.. but fark lar, i eat dinner plate also like struggling.. tak habes T__T.. so i give the rice to my fren, and some chickens also.. haha.. then sleep lor !! oh i call my mom and my niece !! both at KL already hahaha
cheers =)
7 am, kena halau xD
go back uni.. all ppl asleep.. so i cont sleep also
then, 11.30 am.. go lunch
eat simple food only, then go my room, lepak2, performed Zohor prayer
then sleep !! haha
and.. i have this weird dream..
well.. i wrote it in the form of rhymes
The song of the birds breaking through the ambiance snores
The sun keeps on shining the sand,
The waves keep beating the shore
Trees are waving as the breeze passed
The weather in bliss, I'm having a good rest
With the two sisters that i never met
and I'm one of the man that one of them had
In a hut, we were playing a game
The sisters had to run and i gotta chase them
Hold them hands, they started count to three
My girl resist to run, but the sister was free
From my hand, she running heading to the sea
I'm reluctant to chase her, but my girl insist me
So I put my shoes on and run to where she been
The sky turned gloomy, the wave gone crazy
I found her, but she refuse to follow
And she move her feet to deep from shallow
She said, she's waiting for someone
that she'd loved from day-one
But the game was a cursed
The sea, she's in thirst
Out of my sight, she disappeared
"She has been swallowed by the sea"
From the voice that i heard
Aimlessly i ran into the hut
To find my girl, and brought her to the spot
She was crying hard
I hold my girl tight
I hold her tight.. I hold her real tight
Wishing on a star through the night
Hoping that everything gonna be alright
I ignite prayers like the beacon
As a beckon for her to return
But I don't believe in Neptune
But He's like hearing it from the deep
And I found the sister lying on the beach
She still manage to breathe but she asleep
I hold her and carry her at my chest
I heard a voice told me that her memories was erased
My girl drop her tears as I placed her sis in the hut
Suddenly a crystal ball came out
Like it was the memories of her
The crystal ball shattered
I heard a voice again telling me the potion
of curing her by finding her beloved one through the ocean
But I can't proceed to the journey because I'm stuck at this mile
My phone's alarm wakes me up, it was a dream so I just smile
haha, well just a dream.. but its kinda weird for me.. like its try to deliver s message to me.. but i still can't figure it out.. maybe someday I will
argh.. plain life.. lolx
study.. dengar music, chilling with frens.. dats all
haha but during the night, we go out again, dinner !!
go to another restaurant, and its worse !!
i order other food, they send different 1 !!
so i just cancel, wait like damn long.. not me only..
my fren also got different meal !!
stupid tul
after the rest eat, the we went to jusco.. expensive lar jusco, i suggest go to Giant, just 300m far only.. but we riding bikes wat, not so much different, but my fren said "ah nth at Giant", damn lar, he actually got something to buy for his GF, coz he already survet dat thing at jusco.. and give us such reason.. haiz, nvm lar
At giant, i buy biscuit and milo, haha, the rest dunno buy wat lar..
then hungry.. i go buy KFC, tapau
wait 20 mins sia.. they said, the chicken still in the frying process, shit lar..
then another stupid thing happened.. got wrong order lagi =.=
from KFC lolx, suddenly, after go back to hostel.. they give me KFC chicken rice.. i order dinner plate nia.. but actually.. got dinner plate also.. but they give another 2 extra chickens and rice + soup.. hmm? maybe we wait too long, they give extra.. but fark lar, i eat dinner plate also like struggling.. tak habes T__T.. so i give the rice to my fren, and some chickens also.. haha.. then sleep lor !! oh i call my mom and my niece !! both at KL already hahaha
cheers =)
in the mind of the cursed at..1:54 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
29/10
Hell yeah, woke up at 4 am, after dinner, gone back to uni.. then sleep jor.. quite tired
then i study a bit lar.. until so sienz, then im so so hungry.. all my frens steel asleep at 9 am... haiz.. so i call my parents, coz they suppose to go to Shah Alam by today, but then my mom said, my dad gotmeeting.. so they delay it to tmr..
so apa lagi, i ask my mom fry me some burgers.. then i go home lor, haha
so.. balik rumah, eat.. then as usual.. play RO xD, but i gone to sleep on evening.. leepy.. woke up at 8 pm i think.. then play summon @_@.. haha !! i kill doppel de got card !! so lucky.. Jeff jealous hahaha
then.. 12 am i gone to bed.. coz tmrm need wake up early.. my mom will go to Shah Alam early in the morning.
then i study a bit lar.. until so sienz, then im so so hungry.. all my frens steel asleep at 9 am... haiz.. so i call my parents, coz they suppose to go to Shah Alam by today, but then my mom said, my dad gotmeeting.. so they delay it to tmr..
so apa lagi, i ask my mom fry me some burgers.. then i go home lor, haha
so.. balik rumah, eat.. then as usual.. play RO xD, but i gone to sleep on evening.. leepy.. woke up at 8 pm i think.. then play summon @_@.. haha !! i kill doppel de got card !! so lucky.. Jeff jealous hahaha
then.. 12 am i gone to bed.. coz tmrm need wake up early.. my mom will go to Shah Alam early in the morning.
in the mind of the cursed at..1:50 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
28/10
hmm lets get back to the event dati missed
well today, i gone back to my uni, study a bit
chill with frens, and during the night, me and my frens were going out
shit, dunno wat makes them drop at not popular restaurant @_@
so.. as usual, i order my fav food, chicken rice =D, but they said.. only have 'Nasi Ayam Penyet", well, i eat dat Ayam Penyet before, well its some kind of Indo food, where they mash the chicken with some ingredients, the taste quite ok..
but this restaurant.. so lame lar.. give me a tasteless chicken, they just mashed it without put any 'rempah', and.. the ufcking sauce they provides is.. sambal belacan =(
shit i dun, never was and never will eat dat belacan thingy lar.. so i just eat the rice and chicken only.. waste my rm4.50 T_T
but ok lar, kenyang also lolx.. but me and my frens will never go to dat restaurant ANYMORE !!!
well today, i gone back to my uni, study a bit
chill with frens, and during the night, me and my frens were going out
shit, dunno wat makes them drop at not popular restaurant @_@
so.. as usual, i order my fav food, chicken rice =D, but they said.. only have 'Nasi Ayam Penyet", well, i eat dat Ayam Penyet before, well its some kind of Indo food, where they mash the chicken with some ingredients, the taste quite ok..
but this restaurant.. so lame lar.. give me a tasteless chicken, they just mashed it without put any 'rempah', and.. the ufcking sauce they provides is.. sambal belacan =(
shit i dun, never was and never will eat dat belacan thingy lar.. so i just eat the rice and chicken only.. waste my rm4.50 T_T
but ok lar, kenyang also lolx.. but me and my frens will never go to dat restaurant ANYMORE !!!
in the mind of the cursed at..1:43 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words